Another Chapter

I honestly don’t know how I survived 2015. It wasn’t my year at all. So much drama, so many tears,  all those sleepless nights, I almost lost my job, I almost died! Haha. An entire year wasted because of one person. But I’m still here. And one thing’s for sure, I learned a lot. 

No matter how much goodness you show everyone, if they don’t like you, you can’t please them. 

Whatever you do, whether good or bad, people will always say something about you. 

Loving someone makes us do the impossible, even if you have nothing left for yourself. 

You can’t change someone who doesn’t see an issue in their actions. 

There are really some kind of people out there who will take advantage of your kindness. 

To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved. 

There’s more to life than what you’re trying to hold on to. 

People leave all the time. 

The people we love will always hurt us. 

You should give your best all the time.

Be careful with what you say. Cause you can’t take them back no matter how much you apologize. 

Loving someone can really make us blind. 

Sorry is not the hardest word.

We are all selfish in our own ways. 

I’m sorry for everyone and everything I lost while I was in a total mess. Yes, I do have plans for 2016. And I’m sure that better things are coming my way. Because of all the things I learned. Because I already let go of what’s holding me back. Because I realized that I deserve all the wonderful things this life has to give, and I am worth it. 

Life

Whoever I am, whatever I am, wherever I am right now, is because of the choices I made. I cannot blame anyone, and I shouldn’t. Because I put myself in this situation. And ofcourse, I won’t be able to go back to the past. All the mistakes I made, all the wrong choices, they’re the reason why I’m here, why I’m still here. I wanted to give up, always wanted to give up. I know that anytime I’ll snap and just lose my mind. I fear that day to come, and I hope it won’t. I wanted to die, but I’m so afraid of dying. Funny thing is that, we always want something and we never get contented. It’s so hard to understand this thing called life. 

Quotes from Glee

Life has amazing challenges. I just saw Glee’s Season 6 Episode 1 and I got lots of wonderful quotes from this ep.

They say you have to lose everything before you can find yourself. – Rachel Berry

One missed step, that’s all you can get these days. – Rachel Berry

The power is created by the bending of the bow. The more the bow bends, the more potential energy is created. Life’s challenges are just the bending of a bow. The bigger the challenge, the more the bow bends, the more potential you create to do something amazing. All you have to do is find the purpose. Find the arrow that you’re gonna put in that bow. – Wil Schuester

The only difference in my situation is that the bow didn’t just bend, it broke. – Rachel Berry

You’re not gonna be defined by this failure. The future will judge you based on what you do to come back from it. – Will Schuester

Love According to Ted Mosby

     If you’re looking for the word that means caring about someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want no matter how much it destroys you.. It’s love. And when you love someone, you don’t stop, ever. Even when people roll their eyes, or call you crazy. Even that. Especially that. You just, you don’t give up. Because if I could give up, if I could just take the whole worlds advice, and move on and find someone else, that wouldn’t be love. That would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for.