You left her stranded alone when she needed you the most. You completely tore her to pieces then got annoyed at her for not being whole. Don’t ever tell me you didn’t know what you were doing because we both know you knew exactly what you were doing. Tell me, was it because you know she’s the best you could ever get so in your sick twisted mind you decided that you didn’t want her to realize her worth because you know she will leave you? Was it all just a game to you? How dare you come in like a tsunami and rip her world apart? How can you possibly have a clear concious? I can’t wait for the day she realizes you’re not worth shit, and stops crying over a boy who isn’t worth a tear. She has this unique beauty about her and guess what? You’re never going to find it in anyone else. She was one of a kind and you lost her.
I’ve been thru hell these past few weeks. And whenever I’m at my lowest, she shows up. Yes. Jazel. Kainis ka kahit kailan. Thanks for going out with me. 🙂
Have you ever met someone that surprised you? Like, you meet this person, and at first you hardly pay any attention to them. You may not be at all attracted to this person, but as you get to know them, you notice yourself falling. This person who was once nothing to you has become everything. All of a sudden, they’re the most beautiful person you’ve ever met. It’s just funny looking back. You never saw it coming, it just kind of.. happened.
From a stranger, to someone I can’t stop thinking about. Yes, I can’t stop thinking bout him. It just happened. I didn’t plan this but it happened. He makes me happy.. SO HAPPY. He makes my smile ten times bigger, laugh ten times louder, and I couldn’t ask for anything more. But then, I’m scared. I’m so scared bout a lot of things that I shouldn’t even worry about. I’m scared that this might go away. But I shouldn’t think or feel this way. I wanna be happy. I don’t care what happens next. Now is all that I should think about.